Really Guys?

So Ryan nearly lost his position as Squad Leader because the Marines under him really screwed him over. Not listening, false information... all bad stuff. And it kills me because he works so hard and goes above and beyond only to have something like this happen. Luckily this morning when he talked to his Sgt it worked out and he is still a Squad Leader, behold the power of prayer on my end!

He is coming up for Easter (YAY!) but no 96! Sucky. Thanks USMC. And because of the drama this week he is probably going to work until 1630 and not get here until really late. I am reading at Good Friday Mass tomorrow afternoon (1500) and I am doing a reflection on one of the stations of the cross at 1930 which he probably also won't make. I want im there for the station reading more than anything, it is about him mostly, and it would help me so much seeing him there. Maybe if I get the guts to I will post my reflection here tomorrow. I am the 13th Station (Jesus Dies on the Cross) and I tie in the sacrifice Jesus made to the sacrifice those in the military made... it made my mom cry when she read it so I guess it is ok?

I was at church for a 2 hour service today and then half an hour for night prayer and now I am wiped. Night all!

Annoyed

Ok maybe beyond annoyed. How about pissed? This is a rough month for me and Ryan and this whole seeing weekends thing is failing miserably. So he has duty Valentine's Day so I won't be seeing him at all that weekend. I am going to DC the 9th and 10th briefly for a marriage counseling thing through the Corps, but he was supposed to come up this weekend so we actually can have some time together. Surprise surprise he just texts me saying he has snow duty and his SSgt won't let him come. I just hate getting my hopes up and having the Corps once again dash them.

So we get one night in the middle of the week, after work and before the counseling then I drive back to Jersey. I won't be seeing him again until after the 19th probably. Unless it snows again that weekend too. So three days in all February? Awesome.

We were texting this morning about being apart and he said I seem not bothered at all by it and that I don't care. I told him me crying and whining isn't going to help anything. I know he is working two jobs and it is hard and I understand and respect that. Then he found out he has snow duty this weekend.

I just want to see my fiance. Is that too much to ask?

Apparently it is.